December 2, 2009 Wednesday 10:45 PM
Dearest Sennyo,
Much has happened over the past week or so. I've been wanting to tell you, but I've just been... I'm not sure. Feelings are mixed and churned into things abhorred and unwanted.
Well, for one, Second Family went back to the old style of board (black and red), and Jigai came back, although he said that he's going to be gone for a while because of things at his university. トノホノ has revealed a lot to me/us lately. I posted that Directory thread again, and much the same replies more or less, but トノホノ posted! His location and even number. Oh, we've become Friends on facebook as well.
No new Scars have appeared in the past two weeks or so. It's just that... it wasn't really helping any more. And what have I been doing instead? ... Nothing, I don't think. Perhaps it will become more evident to me later on...
Oh, over the break I had gone out Saturday evening to Laser Web with Magic, Veil, Katie H., Meredith, Mer's ex-boyfriend Christian (who is into Basshunter and introduced me to their song 'Utan Stjarnorna'), Magic' friend Corey, who gave really wonderful and practically warming/personal hugs, and another friend of Magic's. What was most exciting about that evening was that at Wendy's before our last game that was a bit of a last-minute implulse, there was a really cute guy that sat down to the table to my right. As we were leaving back to Laser Web I approached him and said, "Excuse me..." He looked up. I asked 'Could I hug you' or something like that.
"A hug?" he questioned, seeming a bit surprised, although not incredibly obvious.
"Yeah.
"If not—." He began to get up
"That's okay."
He was pretty tall. Not as tall as the giant Xakk, but at least a head, pretty eyes, and brown hair that reached to around his eyebrows and a bit over in a messy way and way swept to the side all around his face. It was a bit of an awkward hug, but I thanked him happily and skipped in the a way of gaiety to the door, patted my hand once on Veil's back, she had her black coat with a faux fur rim on the hoody and said something like 'it worked!'
Today, it was Veil's birthday. Seventeen years of life. I went to Phi, it was ookay. We were supposed to play Guitar Hero but Kim said the guitars were broken, so we played DDR again. Den Ruts seemed down today. Especially at the beginning, he just seemed quiet and just... different in a sad way. I played against RB a few times, then Melissa. We played 'Healing Vision', however, although Melissa said that she was good at DDR, she failed at it. Pretty okay for me. I want to believe that Den was watching. He must have been.
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