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-sigh- im sick of my life im deletin everything in my journal exept poems of my sorrow cuz im out of my mind and i hate alot of stuff.....anyway today is my birthday and im home alone because i hve no school so i guess ill kill myself while i still hve the chance......( this is the long sad story of my life) ever since i was 5 ive been tryin to kill myself and wen i atempted to kill myself i was usually cryin my eyes and heart out from sadness of livin crying .....i explained this to jordan, women are whores and men are idiots.....men are idiots deep inside either way it goees even wen they are smart they can do nothing for others and juz sit there and watch us all suffer and feel the pain....as for women we are whores all of us even the ones tht is miss goody to shoes we love we cheat and we make the men pity us even wen we try not to we still do..im disguisted by our ways and hate to be influenced by others,we still hold this peace of fact with us........even wen u say u care about me and love me im still goin to end up dead evn wen u try to stop me....my life is at the verge of endin and i will end up hurtin the ppl around me....damn i juz cnt get the song one time by justin beiber the only thing i will live for blaugh
kimi heart stressed