i'm not really sure what i'm doing here.
tomorrow i'm seeing Lenny. we're celebrating our six month. i'm afraid he might tell me he's going away. well, terrified is more like it. i don't know what i'll do with myself. but i just have to try and make tomorrow night fantastic.
i made a new friend tonight. her name is natalie. mrgreen she's the nicest person i've met in a while. especially on gaia.
it's 12:24 and i'm not even close to being tired. but i need to sleep. i need to be sane tomorrow. but just thinking about it is getting me anxious. oh jeez.
my sister saw the jay brannan show tonight. and ran into tay. and then she remembered me and that i wasn't there. tay was texting me most of the time. jay touched him, twice. biggrin
not a horrible day. but still not a good day.
cait just got home. with her girlfriend. -___- so i'm gonna go.
goodnight. heart
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