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Dear Everyone Who Knew Teenage Elly (And those of you who didn't, but know her now, and want to know what she was like),

It has come to my attention that some of you probably don't like me very much. Whether it be for reasons unknown, or for my lengthy absence from the places you go and the events you attend, I don't know. I know I lost one 'friend' for trading in a pentagram for a cross.

I believe another was lost because I never spoke to them again. And another yet for ... what was it ... oh yeah, kicking them off my property.

And from there, it's sort of reached everyone by word of mouth that I have grown A) Cold. B) Bitter. C) Uncaring. D) A Royal b***h.

Or maybe my imagination is having fun with me again.

Either way, as I know one of you is going to read this, let me explain.


Yes, I'm Christian. I remember perfectly the day where a good Pagan friend found out, and proceeded to chastise me endlessly. I find it ironic. Had I announced I was studying Voodo, it would have been cool. Shinto, cool. Buddhism, cool. Decided to worship the gods of the African tribes, also cool. But *Gasp* Christian? They persecute! They call other religions bad! They critisise.

Hypocrite.

- 1 friend.

As a side note, I grew totally and utterly sick of asking myself "Is this dragon real, or am I imagining things?" For the record, I never saw s**t, and when I did, I think it may have been a sun spot.

But on the other hand, demons are a rather proven thing. And on that note, it is a really dumb idea to try and call them to you.

P.S to the person I'm referring to: If the end of the world is indeed in this lifetime, don't expect yourself to be a general of an army, or holding a magical sword. Just as I no longer believe in the foolish notion that I am to be a Goddess or whatever the Hell I thought back then.


To My Second Missing Friend:

When I bring home a new boyfriend, it doesn't mean I'm replacing you. I'd never date you, nor would my having said boyfriend affect our friendship. But I guess you didn't think so. Oh, and stop calling my mom.

And back to Mr. Demon Summoner: I'm sorry my husband almost punched you.

Finally, to those of you that this doesn't apply to. To those of you who have kept in touch recently. Who have smiled and nodded back when I was a little stupid, and was unable to differentiate fantasy from reality. Thanks! Keep in touch. My e mail is still the same, and you can even PM me for my cell phone number.

Sincerely Yours,

Me.