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hmmmmmm how to word this out sound like jack a**. scream to put this easy since i know people going read this going make feel paranoid. well i like guy that far away and he my friend. i don't want to ruin that. I am kinda not very easy to get along with when with a guy. Okay not kinda i am hard on them. i can be close one minute and than distance way another minute.
And i am at appoint in my life that want a guy but i know not the easiest person to know and i really not big people person. one and one good if I know you well but when i first met people i am like glare at the until they do something wrong. well not that really i watch their body language or i go on my vibes from that person. Which mostly work along don't have thing for person or whatever i care for person they with and well i want them. Yes i am random. twisted
Well now listening to the music and chatting with old friend and the guy like but not with. I don't really want know I like that way it might scare him. Right now i know something wrong but he not ready to talk and i am not going force him emo
okay i am done with this first entry.