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I dont understand the world sometimes

and its not really the world i dont understand...
actually
i dont even knoe what it is that i dont understand

maybe what i dont understand is...
how you can like a guy
they like you back
then all of a sudden they dont
and you dont really believe them
basically all they say is that their tastes have changed

then while you're still broken hearted... you like another guy...
but you cant love him because you LOVE the other one
and you feel bad because its not right to the one that you LIKE if you LOVE the other...
so you're sad...

how can someone have such strong feelings for someone and then within a few wekks just say that they "changed"?

and how can i like this guy when i know i LOVE the other guy and that deep down he still loves me too
but you still like the other guy and he could possibly love you
and you wanna date him but are afraid

afraid that the LOVE one will come back and that you will break the LIKE ones heart

how can life be soo damn complicated?!?

why cant we just have the love the way its supposed to be

not so confusing... just magical... and meant to be

and why am i bitchin about this when i know that this doesnt even begin to cover all of my confusion on life!!!

god...

i really need someone to talk to... emo