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BOOM CRASH RRRRRRRR BOOOM PSHHHHHH BAM
the sound of my world coming down...
BOOM
goes my love
CRASH
goes the future
RRRRRRRRRR
goes my family
BOOOM
to what i've worked on
PSHHHHHH
to what i have achieved
BAM
to my head


my world is going down
is this the final crash?
will this be my last?
will i end up like before?
dizzy, bloody, on the floor?
wasting my life
like i did
trying the stunt
to end my life
letting the blood drip down
the pills slide through my lips
what have i done?
what have i become?
shall i always end up
on that final day
of my crashing world
but still live
to see another?












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