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May, 16, 09 5:06 P.M
Who Am I?

Who am I?
With blonde hair.
Blue eyes
Full of despair?
My soul tainted.
Malice pouring
From me.
You disrupted
My peace.
My happy life.
And you
Had no idea.
So who am I?
The girl
You knew
Has gone.
Has been gone.
For so long.
And nobody realizes
The pain I’m in.
The pain I shouldn’t
Know.
Should never know.
I stand here.
With a smile on my face
But no smile in my eyes.
That happy girl
Gone.
Replaced by me.
Me.
That is who I am.
But I don’t know who
‘Me’
Is.
No one knows
Me!
I am beyond reach
For
I know what is
Happening!
But I cant stop what
Is happening
From happening.
I see myself
Feel myself
Slipping
Through my fingers.
Dying on the inside.
Until I become
The ghost of that girl.
The girl that smiled
At her
Family.
Laughed at random
Words.
Danced just to
Dance.
Sang for the joy
Of singing.
I still am that girl
That sang and
Danced.
Who laughed.
Smiled.
But I don’t feel
The joy
That I once felt.
I do those things
For
Appearances.
But we all
Know.
Appearences
Can be deceiving.
So I ask
Again.
Who am I?
Am I the girl I was?
Or am I
The girl I am?
If I am the
Girl I am
Who is that?
Am I sad?
Yes.
Am I angry?
Yes.
Hurt?
Confused? Disappointed?
Of course.
But what does that make me?
Who does that make me?
I don’t know.
that’s why I end this
With one final
Who am I?