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I have never in my life ever experienced something like that; I never even expected it to happen this soon.

Confidence: You've given me a whole new level of that. And I don't think I'm that scared anymore. I don't want to be. I don't think I have to be. Because no matter what happens, I've enjoyed it... I will enjoy it. As long as I have it, I'll hope it lasts.

But I don't have anything.

Right now, all I want is you; can't you see that? Of course you can. But do you really just wanna "use my love?" :/

I do not know, and you probably will not say, but it's okay. I just didn't want to go the rest of my life knowing how this feels like with you. I don't regret what we've done, but I'm sure I would've regretted not doing anything.

My attachment is growing. I want you to be aware of that. I hope you have no intention of hurting me. Because if you do, it will only hurt more than it already does.

You're just about the nicest thing I see right now... And even if I can't ask for more, I'd love to be your best friend. I need that right now; I need to know that I can trust you. I believe that I can, so I do. I have.

I'll see where this takes me; I just want you to come with me.