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I've never gotten real help, and quite frankly, I don't think I need it. Yeah, you heard me. People keep asking me if I do, but I say I'm fine. rofl I'm insane. All the shrink will do is just prescribe medicine that will give you an artificial feeling.

I was watching tv and a commercial came on about depression and what not. They that one of the side effects were increased thoughts of suicide...I thought that s**t was supposed to help stop that...Is it just me, or am I missing something?

I'm tired of being asked if I'm okay. People tell me that I can talk to them, but the thing is...I have trust issues. Every time I tell something to someone, word gets around and I'm made out to be some psychopath. Well, ******** YOU! I'll talk when I'm damn good and ready! Like you would know the s**t I've had to deal with! I had no childhood. I was forced to act grown-up, or whatever, at 12!

I don't care if people think I'm acting childish. Let them think that. I am just being me. sweatdrop

Okay. I'm done ranting for now. PEACE! xd