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There comes a time in a person’s life where they simply have had enough bullshit and either make mental notice of it or change to assume it will always be there so they will have to deal with it. No it’s not like going into a mental breakdown but instead it’s a conclusion that comes to us; we are so small in our grand little endeavors. The world is not perfect nor does it give us accolades for our accomplishments if they were wondrous or tedious in size. When our infrastructures collapse our lives come apart then begins to crumb and simply what has been earned is wipeout without a trace or cause. This is not done literally but in the metaphorical sense as we lose sight of our internal direction and float aimlessly into a sea of delusion.


We have no choice in the matter nor do we pick the time it happens in our lives but it will come. The moment our confidence lets go and we stand there idly like a lost child in a huge shopping mall. Our eyes wide with fear to a world that rushes at us so fast and unknowingly we are grabbed in its curdling claws. There is no thinking and the only thing that wants to come to light is panic. Only this time we are of mental and sound age to where we say we have control, to where we think we lead ourselves, to where our minds are completely mapped out, or so that would seem. A person faces so many obstacles in their lives and society was made to induce even more of those to each one of us. When you get lost this time will you ever be found again?