I'm not even sure where to begin.
Everything has been so stressful latley, I feel like I have a billion pounds on my shoulders.
When I think about school and how i'm failing the most important subject I will ever learn along with not getting the high marks I want in other classes, I tend to have panic attacks, they have been happening alot latley, over the past few days I have had them maybe twice in one day. It's terrible and I really hate crying.
I have drawings I have to finish, a part time job my mom is pushing me to find that I barley want and I still have to study for my drivers exam. It's all so much to handle right now.
I try to focuss on the positive tough, the visit from Mike coming in a few months really helps, thinking about all the things we will get to do. all the dreams I have had that will now come true when he is here. I seriously can't wait.
Today was terrible by the way, I woke up with a horribly upset stomach and I was beyond words boiling hot. I have yet to really get over it. Internet was down to make a terrible day much more boring.
Well, my mom is now forcing sick Guilt-na Doll to go to one of her freinds places for dinner.
-sighs-
This should be interesting. =n=
Everything has been so stressful latley, I feel like I have a billion pounds on my shoulders.
When I think about school and how i'm failing the most important subject I will ever learn along with not getting the high marks I want in other classes, I tend to have panic attacks, they have been happening alot latley, over the past few days I have had them maybe twice in one day. It's terrible and I really hate crying.
I have drawings I have to finish, a part time job my mom is pushing me to find that I barley want and I still have to study for my drivers exam. It's all so much to handle right now.
I try to focuss on the positive tough, the visit from Mike coming in a few months really helps, thinking about all the things we will get to do. all the dreams I have had that will now come true when he is here. I seriously can't wait.
Today was terrible by the way, I woke up with a horribly upset stomach and I was beyond words boiling hot. I have yet to really get over it. Internet was down to make a terrible day much more boring.
Well, my mom is now forcing sick Guilt-na Doll to go to one of her freinds places for dinner.
-sighs-
This should be interesting. =n=
