This week has been pretty slow. I'm surprised I made it through all these tests. I'm kind of tired, but I'll live. Friends really help me forget about all the stress. What else.. oh yes. Valentine's day? Ugh what a pain. I get it. A day for lovers or singles, whatever. Do we really have to do something tomorrow? I'd rather play tennis and go to Chipotle. And LOVE? HAH. I don't think I'm even near that feeling yet. Love is wanting to spend the rest of your life with that person for who they are. Can you actually do that in HS? It's absolutely ridiculous.
But anyway. I was just looking back at all my other posts and damn, I actually went through those stages? I feel stupid for ranting about random crap. I didn't realize that I actually got views on my blogs either lol. Thanks? FYI, Gaia is just another outlet if I'm bored, angry, tired, annoyed, frustrated, etc.
Ah, spring volunteering for adaptive recreation programs are starting soon. It's basically a fun day-care time for disabled or mentally-handicapped children and teens. I truly enjoy it. I've been keeping it in the back of my mind for a while as a future career... but I think my heart would feel heavy after so many years. You can't help but have an emotional attachment with them. Life is unfair towards them and they do deserve better. They deserve longer lives and more respect from society.
Sorry.. but back to that boy subject. So Alodie, Huiyoo, and I were discussing prom. They asked if I'm going to attend prom as a junior and I said yeah. I probably will be going to prom this year. I hate the fact that it's my junior year though. I don't want to have TWO proms; junior/senior year. Then Alodie asked a really good question. If I went to prom this year with Bryant, would I go to prom next year with him too? Realistically speaking, I think not. He's going to be in college in a couple months and what will I be doing? I'm going to be stuck in HS. I honestly think it'll be too hard for the both of us. I haven't opened my heart enough for him to completely break it when he leaves for college.
Then Alodie asks another really good question, "Then who do you think you'll go with to Senior prom if you're not going with Bryant?" Hm.. realistically speaking, Phillip would probably ask me. OH YEAH. PHILLIP TOLD ME HE LIKED ME STILL. STILL?! ARE YOU MAD? HOW CAN YOU TELL A GIRL WITH A BOYFRIEND THAT?! And I REALLY don't want to go to senior prom with him. So a problem arises. Who would ask me to senior prom? It's a sad though, but I won't have to worry about it until the time comes I hope.
THE END.
And finally...
rain neutral
But anyway. I was just looking back at all my other posts and damn, I actually went through those stages? I feel stupid for ranting about random crap. I didn't realize that I actually got views on my blogs either lol. Thanks? FYI, Gaia is just another outlet if I'm bored, angry, tired, annoyed, frustrated, etc.
Ah, spring volunteering for adaptive recreation programs are starting soon. It's basically a fun day-care time for disabled or mentally-handicapped children and teens. I truly enjoy it. I've been keeping it in the back of my mind for a while as a future career... but I think my heart would feel heavy after so many years. You can't help but have an emotional attachment with them. Life is unfair towards them and they do deserve better. They deserve longer lives and more respect from society.
Sorry.. but back to that boy subject. So Alodie, Huiyoo, and I were discussing prom. They asked if I'm going to attend prom as a junior and I said yeah. I probably will be going to prom this year. I hate the fact that it's my junior year though. I don't want to have TWO proms; junior/senior year. Then Alodie asked a really good question. If I went to prom this year with Bryant, would I go to prom next year with him too? Realistically speaking, I think not. He's going to be in college in a couple months and what will I be doing? I'm going to be stuck in HS. I honestly think it'll be too hard for the both of us. I haven't opened my heart enough for him to completely break it when he leaves for college.
Then Alodie asks another really good question, "Then who do you think you'll go with to Senior prom if you're not going with Bryant?" Hm.. realistically speaking, Phillip would probably ask me. OH YEAH. PHILLIP TOLD ME HE LIKED ME STILL. STILL?! ARE YOU MAD? HOW CAN YOU TELL A GIRL WITH A BOYFRIEND THAT?! And I REALLY don't want to go to senior prom with him. So a problem arises. Who would ask me to senior prom? It's a sad though, but I won't have to worry about it until the time comes I hope.
THE END.
And finally...
rain neutral
