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i dont know, recently i've been having these weird highs. they come out of nowhere then suddenly i get dropped to rock bottom. its like i'm on a drug, or a rollercoaster. it makes no sense. somedays i feel like the world is at my feet, then others i feel like i could be dying and i wouldnt even notice. I feel numb, almost like i should be crying, but i cant. I never can. its the strangest feeling. but it helps to think outside the box and from a different pespective. I'm still young. life goes on. in a few months i'm done with all these shannaigans. and then a few months after that i get a chance to start all over. i just need to repeat that or at least read it over and over again. I'm still young. I've got plenty of time. I'm still young. I'm still young. I've got plenty of time. I'm still young. I've got plenty of time. I'm still young. I've got plenty of time.. I'll be fine in a matter of time. I just ride out the lows and float on the highs. as simple as that.