i have never felt quite this lonely before, quite like this.
nor i have i ever missed someone i dislike so.
but this is how the dice roll.
whatever. whatever.
you're gone from my life, and i don't think you'll return for a long time, if you ever return.
i'm miss smiling at your mention, because you were so important to me.
i miss your name poping up on ******** caller id because someone wanted to talk to me.
but maybe you didn't. maybe i was just someone to talk to when you got bored, someone who would listen to everything, do as you asked, always, always!
i'll never know.
******** you. ******** you very very much.
get out of my brain.
yet another entry of angst.
please ignore.
<3
nor i have i ever missed someone i dislike so.
but this is how the dice roll.
whatever. whatever.
you're gone from my life, and i don't think you'll return for a long time, if you ever return.
i'm miss smiling at your mention, because you were so important to me.
i miss your name poping up on ******** caller id because someone wanted to talk to me.
but maybe you didn't. maybe i was just someone to talk to when you got bored, someone who would listen to everything, do as you asked, always, always!
i'll never know.
******** you. ******** you very very much.
get out of my brain.
yet another entry of angst.
please ignore.
<3