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I Woke up, got my collered shirt on, got my kahkis on, found dress shoes and got dressed after my shower. I talked to Shannon, and i let her see me as soon as she got on becuase i was wearing new stuff, and i thought she sohuold be the very first to see. Then i got all jerkish, and i cursed, i so regret that, i have all day...she was probably so annoyed at me and i deserve it..i just don't want her to suffer..just because she doesn't like medicine..she doesn't need to suffer..so i wanted her to take medicine so badly whee . I left and i was soo sad..i made her sad, i hope i didn't ruin her day..my sadness did continue through out my day

I was almost late outside to meet radeks car, he was in a tie and shirt so i kinda worried if we needed that, turns out it was a coller shirt or that, lucky i choose the coller shirt. We got to school and not a single girl asked about it all day..a few guys but there was nearly 0 trouble today. 1st period the principle came in and he talked to us about war and all. Then we left for the college fair..i wore myy jacket the whole time i was there, no one talked to me, cept guys i knew, (radek noah john and joe) No one touched me at all or anything, i got some information and a few artt school just in case Shannon wanted to see one, but i doubt it..i did anyways. I got 2 free pens, not bad. On the bus i sat by myself, no girls near me..3 seat rows back were a bunch but otherwise it was the guys i knew near me. I got back to school, went to math, got my homework, (5 minutes in there) and then went to english and did myy vocab sheet, and i left there for the library, sat near no one on the computers, i knew do, only radek and occusionally matt. i read Shannons awfully cheerful pm, that made my sadness go right away, but i bet she was sad when she wrote it, can't trick me woman! xd blaugh ..

Then i got out of there (had no breakfast and forgot my lunch so i was starving, althought there were cookies in my backpack so i ate a few, held me over. Spanish someone bumped into myy elbow and between math and enlgish someone said excuse me ,thats all the trouble..all accidents or curtisy, or however you spell it, nothing what so ever besides that. Spanish we had a sub and i did my work and went home. played diablo and watched batman ((the new one)) it was pretty good, then till 6 i played diablo..and now im watching code lyoko.

I hope Shannon isn't upset with me, I love her so much and the reason i got frustrated is i don't want her suffering, FORGIVE ME SHANNON! whee heart