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So its 2009 now.
Wow.
3 more years til I'm on my own.
God thats ganna suck..
Oh well.
I'll make it.
;P


So reality kicked me in the face, made me realize I'm really in love.
Which totally sucks.
I feel all vulnerable now..its gay.
Plus Jamisons so insensative.
>.>
I honestly have dreams where he gets killed.


Anyways, I was with him at my moms all week.
Incase anyone noticed [[which I dont think anyone did]]
='(

I have to say, I love having sex with the guy..but I hate that it actually means something to me. Plus I get all emotional and actually wanna cuddle.
;/
That bugs me too.


I have to say, I hate piercings now.
Honestly..Its money wasted because no adult is going to take you seriously with them.
>.>

I hate that I grew up so fast.
Saved me from a lot of teenage bullshit though I guess.


Oh, my 2 month anniversary is in 5 days.
******** sweet right?
;D
Haven't had one last this long since..Corey I think.