I unpinned everything from my walls. I moved my desk out of my room. I packed half of my books into boxes. My room is empty. The walls are bare. The carpet is cleaned. My table is gone. My reading books are in the garage. My clothes are neatly folded and put in their rightful places. I wonder what's next? A total of 4 boxes were needed to "clean" my room. I should have asked for a bookshelf for Christmas. That way, I wouldn't have to pack them up. The good thing is, it's a fresh start for the New Year. It's a new beginning *laughs. I feel so bored sitting in my room though. All the energy covering my walls are really gone. It's such a sad feeling.
What's next.. oh yes, my birthday. My birthday is this Friday. For some odd reason, I'm not as excited as any of the other years. Usually you would feel a little excited, but for some reason, I feel like it's nothing hah. Just another normal day. He's suppose to take me out on Friday, but we got in a small fight and I really don't feel like going out anymore. He asked me to go out with today, but I told him I didn't feel like it today. I was pretty pissed last night. And here's the story lol:
Last night was my elementary school's reunion. Yes.. a Leal reunion. He wanted to go, so I told him he could tag along with me. So when he got there, I was already with my group of friends. And this one girl goes, "Is he your boyfriend?!" She says this super loud too. Then I tell her that she should ask him that. And he says, "hahaha I don't know." Uh... I don't know?! What kind of answer is that? He was being serious too which made me even more pissed. Then later that night I asked him the same question, because I clearly remember him calling me his girlfriend. He still replied "Uh... I don't know." That's not the only thing that pissed me off that night. This other guy, Phil, showed up to his little reunion thing. And stupid Bryant had to act all arrogant and cocky in front of Phil just to piss him off. Just like at the play. B kept holding me in front of him making it all awkward and obvious that we were "together." But that made me upset because.. what's the point of acting like we're together if you can't even admit it out loud? Anyway, Phil was really hurt and he left early from the hang out. B still has the balls to ask if he can still take me out for my birthday. I told him I'll think about it. After you embarrass me in front of my friends and hurt my other friend? I really have to think about it.
On the bright side, my room is clean.
What's next.. oh yes, my birthday. My birthday is this Friday. For some odd reason, I'm not as excited as any of the other years. Usually you would feel a little excited, but for some reason, I feel like it's nothing hah. Just another normal day. He's suppose to take me out on Friday, but we got in a small fight and I really don't feel like going out anymore. He asked me to go out with today, but I told him I didn't feel like it today. I was pretty pissed last night. And here's the story lol:
Last night was my elementary school's reunion. Yes.. a Leal reunion. He wanted to go, so I told him he could tag along with me. So when he got there, I was already with my group of friends. And this one girl goes, "Is he your boyfriend?!" She says this super loud too. Then I tell her that she should ask him that. And he says, "hahaha I don't know." Uh... I don't know?! What kind of answer is that? He was being serious too which made me even more pissed. Then later that night I asked him the same question, because I clearly remember him calling me his girlfriend. He still replied "Uh... I don't know." That's not the only thing that pissed me off that night. This other guy, Phil, showed up to his little reunion thing. And stupid Bryant had to act all arrogant and cocky in front of Phil just to piss him off. Just like at the play. B kept holding me in front of him making it all awkward and obvious that we were "together." But that made me upset because.. what's the point of acting like we're together if you can't even admit it out loud? Anyway, Phil was really hurt and he left early from the hang out. B still has the balls to ask if he can still take me out for my birthday. I told him I'll think about it. After you embarrass me in front of my friends and hurt my other friend? I really have to think about it.
On the bright side, my room is clean.
