okayyy i love writing and i just need to write right now...okayy its so confusing how boys are...ughhh i hate it...and now i have to choose thats totally not fair...seriously i broke my phone i dont need anything else to deal with...its like it dosent matter at all ughh....and hes over there and coming thats gay..ohh and the other one coming..its a dream i do not want to come true at all....i just dont know what to do right now or anymore its all confusing...damn..ohh and his gf broke up with him just because of that..like its ridiculous she obviously dosent give a s**t and ow finally he says something..i need to figure this out fast cuz i want 2009 to be really great...peace...srry i had to let my feelings out i kinda have a whole notebook of whats going on so yeahh