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I TRIED TO BE THE ONE THAT EVERYBODY LOVED.WHERE HAS THAT GOTTEN ME?I TEAR MYSELF TO SHREDS TO PROVE THAT I'M SOMEONE THAT I COULD NEVER BE.NOW THESE UNSIGHTLY MARKS DEFINE ME,SO HELP ME,PLEASE SOMEONE COME QUICK I THINK I AM LOSING IT,FORGIVE ME I INHERITED THIS FROM A STRANGER I'LL NEVER MISS...I'M SICK,MY FATHER TAUGHT ME FIRST HAND HOW TO BE SET FREE GIVE UP AND RUNAWAY I WISH I COULD DRAIN OUT HIS HALF OF BLOOD IN ME BUT I'D STILL HAVE HIS FACE,I CURSE REFLECTIONS,EVERYDAY,SO HELP ME PLEASE SOMEONE COME QUICK,I THINK I AM LOSING IT,FORGIVE ME I INHERITED THIS,FROM A STRANGER I'LL NEVER MISS,HERE IS MY OWN FAMILY TRADITION,FOLLOWING FOOTSTEPS INTO ADDICTION,SO IS THERE A WAY...THAT I CAN FIND PEACE WHILE STILL NUMBING MY PAIN,IS THIS MY FATE?CUS' YOUR ONLY SON STILL CANT SEEM TO FIND THE WAY,SO HELP ME PLEASE SOMEONE COME QUICK,I THINK I AM LOSING IT,FORGIVE ME I INHERITED THIS,FROM A STRANGER I'LL NEVER MISS,SO FATHER WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU NOW?I THINK THAT YOU WOULD BE PROUD YOUR SON WHO SO UNLUCKY FELL RIGHT NEXT TO THE TREE,I HOPE YOUR PROUD OF ME.I HOPE YOUR PROUD