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I don't know why I put myself through such emotional stress.
I really don't...
Well, I was deleting messages off myspace, when I happened upon some old emails from Blayne...
And being the dumbass that I am..I started reading.
I read maybe 3 or 4 before I just broke down and started bawling.
>.<

I'm not sure why.
Its been over a ******** year already.
You'd think that it wouldn't bother me to read old love letters.
But..it did.
It hurt..a lot.
Like..A LOT!!
</3


I'm not sure why I'm even writing this down.
Your probably reading this right now, aren't you Blayne?

Oh well..
It sucks.
It really does.


I guess when I told him that I'd love him forever and always I ment it a lot more then I thought....