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She is gone.
No more.
Emotions overflow to my eyes.
Enveloping darkness, in pain, I cry.
Why did she think she was inadequate?
She knew I needed her.

Now all I have is him.
The drunk, addicted, irrascible father.
My spirit's broken.
Old wounds re-opened.
He is really not a father at all.
Just a body...he has no soul.
Always taking that lethal substance.
He never thinks.
So numb from all the drugs.
Never feels...

I recollect the memories, remembering what used to be.
I mournfully long for the past, my pain is indescribable.
I wish she was still here.

Drowned in darkness.
Darkness faded to light.
The pain is gone.
I'm with her again.