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I can't love myself because no one else does
I am all alone and no longer what I once was
I have fallen into a black abyss
I fear nothing can save me
Not even your kiss.
I am sad and lonely
My eyes filled with tears,
Nobody loves me, Nobody cares.
All I wanted was for you to be there,
To hold me in your heart
and Tell me you cared, but the truth is
You'll never be there
Who was I kidding To think that you would?
Hell I've been abandoned Since childhood.
My dad has left me
he no longer calls my name
I am all alone to deal with my pain
No one to help me. No place to run.
How can I escape This merciless fun?
I get home and I will reach for my gun.
I am sure this should end
my depression of being a noone
I will aim the gun at my head
pull the trigger One Two Three
I will be dead. All I ever asked was
For someone to care