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So, me and Cody are hanging out again.
=]
He ditched Erin 2 months ago [[give or take a few days]].
For the same reasons as me!
Because of how she treats Tyler and Joe.
And me and him both dislike Joe.
haha
Cody apparently told Erin off, and Joe was like "If your mean to Erin again I'll kick your a**"
And joe is smaller than me.
I can beat Joe up.
So yeah..

Me and Jamison have been dating for..10 days.
lol
It feels like forever though.
xP
I get to see him next weekend.
Which shall be fun.
I do believe he is taking me to the movies.
Idk fer sure yet though.
lol

The 24th [[Solis bday]] I have a doctors appointment.
When you girls start publicly having sex you will regret it.
I need to get a papsmere.
Which isn't fun at all!!
D;
The pry me open and stick weird things in me!!
T-T
lol
Its not that bad.
Erin always bitched about it saying "Its like them raping you"
Its not.
Its professional and its how they see if I'm pregnant or have any STD's.
Which I'm not and I don't.
lol

The 25th I get my tooth pulled.
I'm out of anti-biotics so hopefully the infection is gone.
((cross your fingers that it is))
Jamison MADE me take my pills the weekend I was with him.
I was like "I'll take them later"
And he grabbed me and made me take my pills.
I love how forceful he is.
lol

Mom got an apartment in Sioux Falls!!
Which means that I DEFINATELY will not be online at all on the weekends.
Because I'll be with her..well I'll be with Jamison.
But..ya know?

Anyways,
Cutest thing ever..
I was talking to Jamison about when I go to Europe.
And I was like "Do I get a picture of you to bring with?"
And he said yes. Which is amazing. Because he's one of those guys that hates taking pictures. But since he loves me soo much he'll let me take one!! ^.^

And I asked if he'd miss me.
And he just went all out.
like omg.
XD
He went on for like 15 minutes just about how much he was ganna miss me.
And I was like "ok..its only 3 weeks. You can do it."
He said I had to email him everyday while I was gone.
=)
Isn't he adorable?

A couple nights ago I woke up almost in tears and called him and told him I was afraid to lose him.
=/
I felt really ******** stupid. In my head I was like "Oh great..Ima scare him away now."
BUUUUT..He calmed me down and said he was afraid to lose me too.
WHICH APPARENTLY HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE!!
<3
I'm special!

Hm..
What else is there that I can write down...

OH!
Last night!
He was telling me how he needs to get his grades up to atleast a C or else he wont be able to hangout..like ever.
And so I was like "Come on! You can do it! Do it for me!!"
And he promised that he would. And then he said "I love you so much..Your the only reason I even try anymore"
And then he had to go..
AND I STILL DUNNO WHAT THAT MEANS!!!

Oh well...
I'll write it down when I figure it out.
Love you kiddo's. [[Love Rachel the most though..she's the only one that apparently appreciates me]]