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I should be excited.
But I do not know how to feel right now.

How to breathe.
How to think.
How to speak.

I cannot make decisions.
I'm blank and I repeat the same mistakes.
Mistakes that I cannot make.

How to know.
How to see.
How to live.

It all escapes me;
the how.
Then how do I know what it is I'm not knowing

I should be moving.
But I cannot seem to stop myself.