
Btw , today I thought I could stand up to someone . Buh yeah , Life's just kinda getting WORSE ! Allie is drifting away from me like Alyssa did . Alyssa came on HALLOWEEN & didn't even tell me ! She went with Shannon I think . No wait , I probably KNOW . They ALWAYS drift away from ME and go to SHANNON . I guess Im a Jealous B***h . . . Yep , a heartless one [ heart ] . . .