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Thought she was it/thought i was feelin it/
she was the one who knew me best she was my friend/
so now i regret all the notes i sent/i only told one friend/
soon everyone knew/it wasnt long till she told u/then it ruined
everything weve been/thats why now i miss way back when/
do you remember it/when our feelings were the same/
now i cry when i hear your name/I'll miss you more as time goes on/
you never loved me so i dont know what im cryin for/
you wanted to be friends and i wanted to be so much more/

Its started with a love fom my heart to hers/
everything i said they were just words/
i said im sorry but i didnt mean it/
it wasnt really hard they could all see it
/ it was like everything i want to do for this girl was to much
/ so we lost touch/ i felt like crap/ so that day i snapped/
but that just mad me feel worse/
so all year i tried to win her over but i screwed up more and just watched her from over my shoulder/

Then I figured out my crap and it worked/
I tried to make it better but it just made it worse so i just would sit there/ watch her and stare/
but as the year ended we got a lot closer/
i felt better and felt like i finally got to know her/
we spent the last day of school together /
7 other kids were there but it didnt matter/ i was with her and she was with me/
and before i knew it she had to leave/
but now the year was over see/
no more M________ and no more Jacey/


i cant understand how HE put someone like here in my life/
let me fix it and her leave all in one night/
i still miss her more till the day i see her again/
mabey it will be his plan then/
but till we know his plan i'll watch my life change in his hand/
cant wait till i go from jordan to Jacey/ When i can be who i am and wont care what u think/
so many things i would have done different/
would have picked another way of livin/
but i ruined it and gotta move forward/
which just means more mistakes to drive me over board/
so someday ill fix my life/ with his help mabey ill fix it tonite/
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