Some people say that love is a wonderful thing, while others say that it's the worst. Azumi believes it can be both. Here is her story:
For a while, I have had a crush on my friend, Natsu. We would always find a way to hang out, and would always find something to talk about. I soon began to like him more and more each day. Even though I liked him, I didn't want to admit it. Mostly because I already had a boyfriend. He really likes me, but my feelings for my boyfriend are beginning to fade. One day, my best friend, Roze found out about that Natsu liked me! I felt so happy to hear her tell me that, but then questions began to come up in my mind. Was she just telling me the truth, or just saying that to make me happy? I didn't know, but I began to doubt Natsu liked me. Who would like an average looking girl like me? For weeks I kept my feelings to myself, even though I wanted so badly to be his girlfriend. Though I knew it would never happen. It soon turned out Roze was right. Natsu did like me, and was waiting for me to break up with my boyfriend. Sadly, it didn't happen. I stayed with my boyfriend after all, even though I still liked Natsu. I was hoping that Natsu would wait for me. Boy, was I wrong. Turned out my friend, Haruka, liked Natsu, and she knew I liked him too. One day she asked me permission to get with him. Since she was one of my really good friends, I decided to back off. I didn't want to lose her friendship. So, I told her it was ok if she got with Natsu. I didn't think I would be upset about it. A week later, they were boyfriend and girlfriend. When I found out they got together, it felt as though my heart fell to the ground. Many questions went through my head when I saw them together, and I quickly got the answers. When did they get together? Sunday. Did Haruka ask Natsu or the other way around? He asked her. Why? Because he couldn't wait until Tuesday to ask her. I felt so horrible. For days everyone kept talking about them, and Haruka and Natsu couldn't stop talking about eachother. To make matters worse, I would always see them in the hallways hugging or holding hands. Everytime I saw them together, peices of my heart would break off and shatter into even smaller peices. So far I've been depressed for days because of this. Natsu notices, but Haruka doesn't. She can't see my pain. Natsu probably knows that I'm upset because they're together, but Haruka doesn't believe it. Even though she's known me for years, she can't tell if I'm upset or not. When I'm around them I try to smile and be happy, but in reality, I'm sad and depressed. If this were a sickness, I would probably die from it in a matter of days. I guess this is what you call love sickness.
I bet you're now wondering:
Is this story true, or just a story someone made up? You decide. Azumi wouldn't tell me either. If you want to leave a comment about this story, be my guest.
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on the other hand some people wait to long to make the first move, then there's no chance once someone new steps in, sad how life works.
well i hope there's a happy ending to this story, one way or another. ^_^