How do you know when you really screwed up, so much so, that the damage you caused is almost irriversable at first glance. HSould you wait it out, continue, or just run away like a scared little puppy.
Yeah, I'm scared. I've screwed way to much up already in my life, but I was always so dense I didn't realize it. How many times do we have to start over again and act like it never happened? How many scars can we take before eventually it breaks skin?
I've lost count of all the times, all the people, all the places. Lost track of what worked and what didn't. There really isn't a good way for me to say it, but I'm sorry, to anyone I've hurt over the years. I'm a screw up, clutzy and ignorant to the world around. Maybe I should just run away again, maybe I should try to fix things...I'm trying, I really want to make things right 'cause I like where I am...but I'm just so afraid that if this doesn't work, that I'll be alone all over again.
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notetoanyonewhoreadsthis: Please don't take this personally, anyone, I just think too much and this is what spews from the void.
Yeah, I'm scared. I've screwed way to much up already in my life, but I was always so dense I didn't realize it. How many times do we have to start over again and act like it never happened? How many scars can we take before eventually it breaks skin?
I've lost count of all the times, all the people, all the places. Lost track of what worked and what didn't. There really isn't a good way for me to say it, but I'm sorry, to anyone I've hurt over the years. I'm a screw up, clutzy and ignorant to the world around. Maybe I should just run away again, maybe I should try to fix things...I'm trying, I really want to make things right 'cause I like where I am...but I'm just so afraid that if this doesn't work, that I'll be alone all over again.
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notetoanyonewhoreadsthis: Please don't take this personally, anyone, I just think too much and this is what spews from the void.
