!Don't Worry Sweetie!
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_____________________________________ nice to meet you.
my name is ;; Jonathan Braddocks
but call me ;; Patron of Porcelain Tears-- the shoulder to cry on; Jonathan
counting the candles ;; seventeen
to blow them out ;; Born, made, crafted, whatever you would like to call it on June Eighteenth
you can't tell? ;; I'm pale, sexy, and all guy
I play my part well ;; Mister Meat Head
_____________________________________ get to know me.
this is me ;; Okay, I am basically summed up into five words: Observer, Blunt, Strong, and Easy Going. Whenever there are tons of people around me, I might show myself off. I'm a hard-headed guy, I won't back down that easily. As with the hard-headed part, goes the strong part of me. I can keep up with you and never back down, unless I snap. What really bugs me is when people just swarm around me constantly and ask questions or just get up in my face. But, the attraction I try and credit myself with ends up with a possible temper tantrum. Other than that I am pretty easy going. I try and flow with the mood of what is happening, and try to make a positive affect on gloomy areas. Or maybe I am just bi-polar. Yea, that might be it.
Because at first I watch, then I become straightforward when it comes to questions and answers while people bask in my pale glow, I show myself off and end up over-doing that, and then I try and become neutral again. Oh well, me is I which is myself, and I won't suppose that that will ever change any time soon. And did I forget to mention this? I have to have my company, I need it! I need them, if my friends aren't with me I might just fall apart. But will I show it on the outside? Nope. Not one bit. And just how will I fall apart? Simple. If they aren't around and with me, I become slightly tensed and prone to aggravation. Even when I seek attention I get all wishy-washy, not in an emotional sense, but I tend to feel quite dazed and out of it. Waking up and curfews, hmm. Not a problem at all! I am a total every minute, every hour person. Morning and Night. So yea, that's all me. Hope I'm not too confusing for you.
read me like a book. ;; I was brought to life, literally, by a woman who took the name Sperila. She was the keeper of a content little Doll Shop, hosting all these shelves of wonderful little white figures, dressed to satisfaction and bring warmth to a child's heart. Expenses were always so high for them all, including me. You see, when I was created, I was created as one of those figures. A doll. Something that would seem so lifeless from the eyes to the feet, yet at the same time as alive as anything in the world. For seventeen years I have adapted to different areas and different stores, even if they all seemed to appear the same way. School wasn't much of a big deal, I did have my friends. Who too, were made in Sperila's Doll Shop.
I hadn't really taken much thought of expanding my circle of friends, since they were all I needed. I always felt so attached to them, were we made of the same clay? Sometimes I wonder, why? Why was I one of those dolls but in somehow alive? Why did I have to be so lifeless, with nothing in me but a hollow being? It stunk really, to have to curl up in a blanket on a cold winters day and watch from a window as children passed by in warm fuzzy cloaks and winter coats. They were able to constantly be warm, yet I was so so cold.
But during sunny days I was always smiling and trying to make jokes with the others. Good times they were, when we were younger. Now that I am seventeen I have more responsibility. I have to watch over my friends and more importantly, seem human. Back then I never really gave a hoot. I was always flowing with the system and smirking at everything. Now I've grown harder, stronger even with age. But am I really that much different? Anyways, my life wasn't much to talk about. There was only a small scrapbook of my younger years and school achievements. Nothing much.
yes and no ;; Girls, gotta love 'em. They are always nicer people to hang around because of their attitudes and personalities. Plus they are like flies to me. It can be pretty awesome. My friends are a key ingredient to my life. We love hanging out with each other can't stand to be away from one another. I like school, mainly because of attention and an excuse to leave that dusty old shop. The shop is so boring that I wouldn't mind taking a snooze while I sit on a shelf and see if anyone will buy me. Books are pretty cool, the characters and plots just bring me into a whole new world where I play that person and not me. They make me feel alive. Rock music is awesome! Jamming headphones into my ears and blasting something sounding good always helps me feel great.
I am not that much of a sports fan, they are kind of boring. I hate it when people get in my face and bother me with too many questions. They are like the paparazzi I've always heard about when watching TV or listening to the radio. Annoying idiots, they are. when my friends aren't next to me I spazz. Gotta have them at all times. So Yes, I need company.
_____________________________________ coming to an end.
sing me a song ;; Revenga by System of A Down....I like it for no apparant reason.
beautiful colors ;; They are BurlyWood with a hint of color=DodgerBlue]DodgerBlue.
behind the scenes ;; xSasuraXbanpaiax
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just one i am eyeing
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