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Recently decided to participate in a contest very important to me,the incredible and most important to me was not winning the prize but, it will sound a little egoist on my part but it is so. blaugh even that was a little worried I do not care much waiting gonk the voices inside of me, my other me, were the only ones who were telling me that everything was fine. They who are always there when the situation defeat me, telling me: "Your destiny is to participate in life without participating in it". burning_eyes

At first not understanding that meant was strange but I remove all desepcion and concern that I had. emo wink I belive to have the solution to my problem with these voices inside of me, that fail to say who they are that there are many, but everything was a lie, the day finally arrived and of course not win. gonk crying

Although I belive to have a feeling of anger not so, everything was calm as if nothing mattered to me. eek cry question was rare but the thoughts were less strong no longer believed in the competition; but the feeling is not gone. lol