I feel worthless, for example, today at school the teacher was suppsoed to give us our science fair groups...and I got to work with the uttermost airheads in the whole school...to top it all, we were supposed to choose who we wanted to be with, and who we really didn't want to work with...
Turns out i was the only one on their not to work with list...
But I don't care, I prefer to not let them get the satisfaction of seeing me cry again, and I'm going to make things work, so that everyone learns that just because I'm me doen't mean that they can try to let me down...
I'm in love...oh the wonders and tortures of love, how will I be able to keep this up? I think the person doesn't notice me...but...i really do love them...I feel like myself with them...like I could lay by their side forever and not expect anything from the future...-sigh-
Lunavela · Tue Nov 09, 2004 @ 03:39am · 2 Comments |