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u know what ive realized? that every time i write in this journal it gets more and more depressing. i wonder why. is it cause every waking minute im slowly losing my sanity? i dont know maybe it is. i loved her more then anything and i still do. my mind is telling me to move on but my heart cant. i cant even listen to one song without my eyes getting watery cause i miss her. i just dont know if i can be without her. she was the sun in my world and with her gone im all alone in the darkness.....