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WELL.
A few things.

First: about the storyline. I DID NOT SEE THAT COMING. I MEAN DEVIN, GAY? It's cool and all, I ********' LOVE gays (being one myself) but that was unexpected in the utmost degree.

Second (but much, MUCH, more important): I met a girl. Dear god, I love thsi girl. I'm nuts about her. We've never met, and I've spoken to her once, but we were both really tired and sounded kinda stupid (all because I'm really a pansy and couldn't call her before that), but OH MY GOD. When we do talk, my toes literally curl. I squeal, I thrash a little, I GIGGLE. These are all SO ******** GIRLY. I kinda hate doing them, but the lovely warm feeling and happy brain are so worth it.

I'm going to meet her this Saturday.

Oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god.

That's only four--three, it's way late--days away.

Oh my god.

I've had a few girlfriends and a few friends with benefits, but I've never actaully been on a date.

And with someone I'm over the moon about?

Oh god, I'm gonna go crazy.

Seriously. I'm terrified.

But enough of this girly nonsense.

I feel the need to do something stupid and manly.

Like crash a car or something.

But I don't have a car. And if I did, I wouldn't crash it, I'd use it to go see internet girl (also known as Janet).

I'm freaking out. gonk