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Wow... Beginning of January this year sucked so much.


1.
My Kitten died two days later after she got spayed. She was just a kitten and I took care of her ever since she was born. I was crying so much... I couldn't even go to school that day because she died in my arms at 1 o' clock in the morning.... I didn't get any sleep. only like 1 or 2 hours. So I kept on falling asleep in class... so my teacher let me go home.

2. My sister had to get surgery on her shoulder... she was really cranky and was having a bit mood swings...

3. My dad has skin cancer. So, that's really hard for him because he's a diabetic. And that makes him see a lot of doctors for it.

Now 4.
My dog has cancer. He's been with me ever since I was 5 or so. I don't remember how old I was when we got him but I remember him when he was a puppy that he got on my swing and was trying to ride it... I don't want to loose him. I love him so much. And we have to put him to sleep if the doctor says he might need surgery... Which we don't have the money. Which makes me so upset. I've been so upset... my dad was really upset.

Now for the future..

My stray cat that I've been taking care of for 3 years, is going to get spayed and I'm really nervous for her because I don't want to loose her as well. 1 cat that died this year.. and a dog that will soon might be put to sleep.... and her? I don't want that to happen...

so yeah this year has sucked.