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dear journal, i broke up with phillip, again.... crying ....... but i didnt do it because i was tired of breaking up with him, and then getting back together, i did it because haley was right by me, and i really still like him a lot!! wat do i do journal?? should i date my enemies' x? because i was the first one to date him, but then i broke up with him, and then my best friend got together with him!! grrr!!!! and we are totally not friends anymore !! but i really REALLY like him, and if i get back together with him, then she will get really mad at me and she will start doing wat she did last time, the guilt trip:" but morgan i liked him first plzzzzz break up with him!!!", or," morgan!!!! u knew that i like him, the whole time!!!!! grrrrrr!!! im ssooo mad at u!!!!!!!!!!!". u see wat i mean?!?! it gets soo annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i should be able to date who ever i want!!!!!! i mean im not aloud to even hang out with haley anymore, because of how bad she acts and how she treats me... and get a lad of wat she says after she's mean to me:" im sooooooo srryyyy!!!! morgan plxzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz forgive me morgan plz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ugggghhhhhhhh.........i was just like, "u know, cry me a river, build a bridge, and GET OVER IT!!! oh, and while ur over that so called,"bridge", stay over there!!!!! good ridince!!!