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Turn around and look at me.
Look at what you have done.
Where is she?
The happy girl that i used to be?

The smile replaced by tears,
eyeliner down my cheeks.
Instead of shouting aloud,
i mumble when i speak.

You've turned me into something.
Something i can't stand.
Something disgusting and ugly.
I just don't understand.

Why did you hurt me like this?
What did i do?
I did everything you asked,
I lived just to please you.

Turn around and look at me
Tell me it was enough.
Say you won't hurt me anymore.
You don't need to prove you're tough.

Answer me one question.
What did i do?

I never did anything wrong.

I'd never do anything to hurt you!

I loved you with everything,
I give my heart,
If you would just let it live.

I can't do it anymore.
There's nothing left inside.
I've nothing to fear.
I don't need to hide.

To push me to the point,
where nothing really matters,
And all i lived for,
Is torn in tatters.

I'm taking back my life.
For once. I'm in control.
But i won't let it rule me.

I won't play your role.


A poem i wrote after i broke up with Chrys...
Though i loved him, and i know he loved me...I wasn't going to let him treat me like he did sometimes.
Yeah, i know he was drunk, high, what the ******** ever.
But even if i did love him...i found someone to put my broken heart back together.

I love you Brittany...Even if i can't really see you that much anymore.
The flame you set ablaze in my heart still burns as brightly as the Sun.
to be completely and sappily poetic about it...