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Listening to:Coldplay-Viva La Vida
Eating:Absolutely nothing.
Mood:Starving domokun

I have decided. Since it would be totally ridiculous for me to abandon music -I don't even know what I was thinking when I thought I could attempt it... I'm taking up piano. Oh yeaah... I was thinking marching band would be too demanding of me as a Freshman.

It makes perfect sense. Shoot I always wanted to learn, which explains why I bought a $35 method book rolleyes & am selling my beloved clarinet for a keyboard. emo I'll just keep lying to myself thinking about finding another better one (clarinet) next year. stare Curse you unfailing ambition.

Truly though, music has been my all consuming beau for five years it would take something equally demanding to even begin to fill the void that would be left if I defected.

It let me think I was getting away by letting me have a life for all of two weeks before it yanked my chain & I came back to it like a whipped puppy.

What music commands me I must do. I think I should give in & call it master.

*bows* Music... I am your slave. heart

~Amara