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Wens day( June 3,200 cool
As day passes all over and over again,
no one can really tell if a person can change. I dunno what to
say, but every time I seek from the past I always ask myself,
" am I the only one left behind?"

Yeah, I accept myself as having secrets within and not pursuing myself
to to let this secrets of mine be revealed.

I'm totally lack of self confidence...So very different from my best... Irish
always showing outstanding performances even the others thinks it's
not right.I know I'm too smart and always been praise by my teachers
and colleagues but then somehow.....
Still lacking of something...

Something that I wouldn't know......
Wanting to share to everybody that this is who I am.....

I don't get quite a lot with people.
I always wanted to be alone.

Maybe it's because of the past happenings that happened to me last
grade 6.Being outwitted by your own friends that you trust...

Anyway, unlike my best who is always happy and easily not giving up.
What I think is she has everything.I mean not the money but that inside of
which makes her not easily become confuse on what she do.

Yeah, I'm too smart but she's more talented than I am. I don't know why....

Is it because were different.
Or what?

Even she didn't notice it, she is always their for me to help me to ease
the pain that I am feeling sometimes.
As for me.....
As time passes..........
I kept approaching that somehow that thing that I am looking for can be found.......