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2007 snipit

AUG.2007
Its started with a love fom my heart to hers/ everything i said they were just words/ i said im sorry but i didnt mean it/it wasnt really hard they could all see it/ it was like everything i want to do for this girl was to much/ so we lost touch/ i felt like crap/ so that day i snapped/ but that just mad me feel worse/
so all year i tried to win her over but i screwed up more and just watched her from over my shoulder/

Then I figured out my crap and it worked/ I tried to make it better but it just made it worse so i just would sit there/ watch her and stare/ but as the year ended we got a lot closer/i felt better and felt like i finally got to know her/ we spent the last day of school together / 7 other kids were there but it didnt matter/ i was with her and she was with me/and before i knew it she had to leave/
but now the year was over see/no more M________ and no more Jacey/ that was good bye that was it/ now im sittin here with a life i cant call s**t/

i cant understand how HE put someone like here in my life/ let me fix it and her leave all in one night/i still miss her more till the day i see her again/ mabey it will be his plan then/
but till we know his plan i'll watch my life change in his hand/cant wait till i go from jordan to Jacey/ When i can be who i am and wont care what u think/ so many things i would have done different/ would have picked another way of livin/ but i ruined it and gotta move forward/ which just means more mistakes to drive me over board/ so someday ill fix my life with his help mabey ill fix it tonite go so many things to say and to many things to do/ so i dont care what u think ill be me and u be u/