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IM SO ******** SICK OF IT! My stupid parents are at it again, and have made it quite clear they dont give a damn about me...because apparently, Im not "worth spending money on for college" because I got a few B's...and theyre getting a divorce! And now my stepdad says that all he cares about when they divorce is getting to see my sister once a week, as if I havent been in his life for 17 YEARS, 6 years LONGER than my little sis, regardless of not being his. I hate them both, and I know they dont care about me...and Im sick of it. Its getting harder and harder to feel anything at all towards them, when I go to bed crying every ******** night from how mean they are to me...its so bad that I gave myself the schedule from hell for an excuse to stay in my room and work on homework rather than deal with them. I HATE THEM! And I dont want to hate them...because that emotion kills me from the inside slowly and makes me want to die...but what choice do I have, when thats whayt they seem to want, and have made it very clear to me. I might be leaving here soon, because getting on is such a hassle for me now...Ill just leave everywhere, and not come back...Im so tired and frustrated.