Things are getting kinda hard latley. I know it's stupid of me to post things on the internet when I really don't want anyone to pesture me but I'm just not sure how much more I can take. I guess I just need to vent, well here goes. My brother is a moron, my school life is so stressful, and I just don't know what to do about those things and everything else going on in my life. Times are so hard latley. I wish I had someone to talk to about these things but I don't have anyone any more. I don't want to stress out my family and friends with my problems, so I olny tell them a select few things that are bothering me. Mostly I just agree that what ever is bothering them is bothering me too (And it is, but that's the least of my problems).
Well I'm sorry to all who actually tried to read this disgustingly self centered, and complainingly engrosed journal. I'm so sorry that you also took the time to read that last sentece too. Well Thanks for letting me vent.
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i just want to let you know that whenever you want someone to talk to ill be there
to listen
even though i am much more self centered than you are
i want to be here for you
because you have helped me with sooooo
much
before all of this happened you
were honestly like my only friend
and i thought we would be best friends forever
but i guess things have changed
now i dont have any close friends
or family
its like i turned against everyone
just so i can be with gerard
and i have come to realise that he isnt everything
things arent working out te way we planned
i know its mean of me for telling holden
and i really dont know or dont remember
telling him everything
or anything
but its up to you to believe what i am saying
i really am truly sorry
and i hope that in the future or whatever
we will be able to have fun together again
we'll see
you dont have to read this part but yeah...
okay.
no nevermind
i dont think i deserve to tell you
you have enough problems as it is...
but anyway...
yeah
i love you alex!!!