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i was thinking/typing a little bit to myself at 1up.com... it sorta grew on me... so i thought i'd throw it up over here... cuz i do stuff like that. domokun

*no picture by the way, better luck next time wink *

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here i am again, up late.. listening to sissy music with an infectious beat and an unattainable nostalgic mysticism... that seems to jingle the keys to your dreams.. you hear it so clearly. . . and yet... for the moment.. the location seems indiscernible.

things can be cool like that sometimes...

anyways, here's what i'm actually going to talk about. right here. even this very site. the forums. news on developments. perhaps even more abundant and exponentially more intoxicating.. with it's fumes of speculation, inadequacy, and statements of condition - the great and utterly worthless opinion.

what exactly was that paragraph about?? well.. i suppose, it's about the POINT of things. all things. there's so much useless information. so much of it, and not a thing to do with it except tolerate.. reuse.. and regurgitate.. and to what end?

do you realize YOU WILL DIE? will you? we'll see. and guess what - how many units a certain company sells of a certain product compared to another wont mean j.a.c.k. afterwords. people say crap - how a movie was... how hardcore something was... how anything is... and guess what. it means absolutely nothing if it's an opinion. SO WHY SAY IT??? what's the point of having an opinion if it's almost worthless. that's your decision.
i think part of it has to do with - everybody's gotta poop sometime.. that's just the way it is.
so anyways,

i've heard people say all sorts of... just.. crap.. worthless... crap. who hasn't. people start to think nothing's a certain way.... but that's up to the individual people. the fact of the matter is. . . there is absolution. wether you believe in something doesn't make anything more right or not.. but there are absolute things that just are.

seriously though... what am i talking about. . ....? i'm just so sick of hype. more useless information. i first log on to 1up, and i see a NINJA GAIDEN BLACK advertisement or something... okay.. so what. you play the game.. have some entertainment for a limited and always temporary moment... just like almost everything else that appeals to quick gratification... you beat the game or whatever. now what? useless. crap like that can be useful, if used in the right way. . . but i think it rarely ever is.

so you get another video game... get more points... more crap... but you'll never get enough points in the game of life that way, to get to the eternal bonus stage after you die.. if you get caught up in all of it. and it's not just video games... this ethereal 'crap' is everywhere.. it can be hard to see through sometimes... and i find that more than half of the time... it's not even worth trying to see through, cuz it just stinks to much... seriously. what are you accomplishing by joining clubs on 1up.. or anything else? what are you actually accomplishing?? you talk and talk and talk... sure, for a moment you may be 'entertained'... but then what.

what's next.
points. go find the points of things. they're there. real ones. real points are actually worth something.