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A week from Saturday is graduation.

So, what does that mean? One - I'm going back to a place where I want out, and not by choice either. Two - I need to find a "real" job. Three - I'm going to be leaving my friends. Including him. sad

Call me silly but I realized where I screwed up and where I didn't and I just want to fix it. I don't want to say that I love him; I just want to go back where we used to be before everything started to fall apart.

Heh. I had a dream on the night of my birthday that he was willing to try again. If only dreams would come true for me. Somehow, I have a feeling that I just buried myself deep into the ground. He won't try again, I know him.

But I guess it doesn't hurt to ask, eh?