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I thought he was the one for me, but now I know he's just a dream
Every day of him I think, now alone I will sink
Sure we are good friends, but my heart to him I will always lend
I might not ever have him, but ill never live happy knowing someone else has him
I've never been good in relationships; I've always sucked with all this s**t
I guess I was meant to be alone; I did fore see it, my lonely tombstone
But I can live with that, helping him to be happy was all I asked
I will move on but he will always be idle in my mind
The thought of him will always be waiting, waiting in line
Eventually he will forget me, but I will never forget him
I may forget what he looks like, but I will never forget the thought of him
I knew I told him to soon, "you should have never told him you stupid fool"
I've never been in love before so I don't what it is
But why do I cry when I think of him, why do I starve myself when I think of him
I become sick when I realize how far apart we are, why do I feel like I just can't stop
I now have another problem on top of the one I already had
I know one thing that will help me, but it involves slowly killing me
The liquor I drank has always helped
When I drink it I forget all my problems, and forget my promise
I accept the fact that I guess I'm just meant to be alone,
Drag you with me on this road I won't
I can live alone, this you never won't
I just want you to know, my heart you will always own
I'm glad it was you, the one I told "I LOVE YOU"


meh...not very good...kinda depressing...but that's kinda how i feel right now....