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I can't take this anymore. I can't handle the stress. Yes, I am weak. Yes, I am being selfish. Yes, I am stupid. But it's really hard. Yes, I should just 'suck it up' and get on with my life. But simple things seem like such a hassle now. It's so hard to get out of bed in the morning, and my aunt doesn't seem to understand that. She doesn't know how hard things get for me. And my grades have dropped. It's hard bringing them back up. I'm not sure if I can manage... sometimes I don't even want to try. I just want to sleep...