hey...
i relish in the trivial, i rejoice in it, i shout to the world that i am such a nut case i need a quest for the katana to loosen me up. i didn't do a bit of homework...ok maybe that was an understatement. i didn't do a LOT of homework and now if I don't get my act together and become a normal sane person (totally overrated if you ask me) i won't graduate. so there's the grits of the situation. o, and i stupidly, in the middle of all my reform, promised dad that i would clean my room. but because i have over 400 books that means taking them all out. dusting the shelves. re-alphabetizing them. clearing a space for the new bookshelf i desperately need which means getting rid of stuff and moving even MORE stuff around and then putting all of the books back on the shelves gonk gonk is exactly what my face looks like right now. but enough about me. lets talk about u. just kidding. more about me. i'm finally eating better and excersizing but with the promise of fast acting weight loss pills that i see every time i go to pick up my happy pills and migraine pills at the pharmacy it's hard to stay pure to the whole: eating right and excersizing thing. also i've been having those feelings again. i don't know if i mentioned this facet of my psychosis but i keep thinking that since my mom died my dad is gonna kick the bucket soon. so i've been getting little or no sleep due to nightmares and i've got the crappiest attitude in the world. i think i'm gonna go pass out. or watch the anime series ouran host club for the 3rd time in as many months. or maybe i'll read one of the books one of the most popular girls in school lent me. i know. i was surpised too. not only does she read, but she knows that i exist and that i like to read. i'm in two classes with her but that doesn't count for much. i'm like a wallflower...minus the flower.
to anyone who has made it this far i commend you!!!
also you should know u have no life sweatdrop
o well
life goes on
ema
The Ink Alchemist Community Member 
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