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So due to some issues with the parentals the other day and some major campaigning on my step dad's part, matera made passwords for all of the accounts on the house computer, and now I can't get into my account.

I have my laptop, but the whole point of this for her is for me to forget the internet and focus on something just a little more useful, like cleaning the entire apartment and maintaining said cleanliness, whether I made a mess or not (And I clean up after myself, thank you very much! D< *obviously insulted by this for a variety of reasons.)...

So, this is a last resort thing. I don't want to use my laptop much if ever, especially at home, because I normally don't except for certain creative projects (music recording, photoshop art...), so it would look suspicious.

Also, I needn't be seen with this access, or it too will likely be denied from me, and soon I really will only have the library, but judging from the looks of things, the point is to keep me away from the internet at all costs.

Yes, they're going to take away fall of my adult freedoms. e_e

The answer to this, obviously, is to move out. The only logical reason, anyway... but for that, I'll be needing a full time job. The license is looking closer in sight, so a further off job won't be such a big deal. In fact, it would be a welcome change, but I've truly had it up to here with this particular stunt. It stopped being funny ten minutes after the discovery.
I've already gotten over the "I want revenge" feelings for the most part, but that hasn't detracted from my "I want to secure my priorities/freedoms" aspect of the situation, so I'm going to make requests of certain friends tomorrow, and hopefully they can give me the knowledge I need in order to secure my limited freedoms.

Until then, I've been reduced to my various other distractions: reading hardcopy novels, drawing, singing, and playing my musical instruments (Right now, they're my acoustic dovetail guitar and my Angel recorder. I believe you know what happened to my unfortunate, beloved keyboard... )

That said, I don't want to chance any kind of discovery, lest this freedom, too, be laid to waste (and I REALLY don't want that.. D= ).

Anyway, this is Saku saying "I love you guys, you'll be in my thoughts, but keeping in touch through this particular format is going to be tricky to say the least."


I should probably get the CDs onto the laptop now like I was originally planning and disconnect the internet access, but I really need help with that certain thing so that I can secure my own access and keep others from taking it away from me from even this terminal.

Wish me luck, guys... @_@;

I'll try to say hi now and again, but it's going to be tricky as I said...


Saku, out! O.O;
DX