Anyway, I have have 8 days until my audition at SCGSAH, and I am NOT prepared! AM I NOT ******** AWESOME? Well, I'm more prepared than I was two days ago, but I'm still not sure if the idea for one of the works I have to take to the interview will really work out compositionally on a scale larger than a thumbnail sketch. I've been doing a lot of figure drawing lately because one of the things I want to show with the piece is my knowledge of the human figure. To talk any further about the drawing, I'd have to upload a thumbnail, so here it is:
So one thing I'm not sure about is how detailed I want all of those figures to be. I dunno if I want them to be defined (with clothing, unique features, etc), or if I want each of them to be nothing but basic figures. What I am sure of is that I'm not going to be detailed on their faces-- that's what the two bigger heads are for. Also, I'm not really confident in my ability to draw a portrait of an animal that's realistic in the slightest. I haven't been drawing animals for a very long time, and when I do draw them, they're always cartoons.
Enough of that. I recently got back in contact with my friend Annie-Mae (Ark.Takatsuki on Gaia)! Also, my little phase-crush-thing over the boy I've mentioned in the past two entries has blown over. It probably has something to do with his relationship with Kayla that started back in November. I guess the deeper their relationship got, the more my feelings for him waned, which I think is a good thing. So now that I've finally had that experience, I now know what having a real crush is like, and I know how to handle it now. I have another crush on a different boy now. It's funny because my best friend and I both confessed to having a crush on him at the same time. I'll not be mentioning any names this time. ¦D
I don't really think this has any significance (I just like hearing myself talk), but the difference between this crush and my last is that with Aaron it took me half of a semester to figure I liked him, but this time I knew I liked the guy from the moment I met him. It's also different because this time I get to interact with the person, unlike with Aaron, from whom I craved attention and never got any. Unfortunately, I can tell for sure that these feelings are as meaningless as before, but darn it, for once I wish that I liked someone who liked me back.
So, one last thing before I stfu. I got my hair cut again. xD
My hair went from this long to this short in just three months. Yes, my hair grows shorter instead of longer. Brilliant, rite? Naw, my dad just finally got fed up with my bitching over my first hair cut and convinced my mom to let me get it cut the way I want it. No complaints yet. ♥
