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The Life Of A Shadow
the day to day things that happen do not happen for a reason, they just happen. that is what i want to write about
My Best Poem
As i walk in to the light
I see something thats filled with fright
First i walk then running soon
The door it slams with a mighty boom
Now it's dark and i can't see
Stuck in here for eternity
Light a match it flickers out
Then i dream the dreams i think about
I see strange shadows standing near
Then they slowly disappear
As they fade so do i
Watching time just pass me by
Suddenly it stops now i'm alone
Wishing i could go back home
These they stop my head is punding
I hear a sound forever hounding
Ripping at my heart and soul
Hoping that they both stay whole
The sound wont stop it keeps persisting
my mind it tries to keep resisting
A giant flash it stops the roaring
Again i run forever ignoring
The light is spreads across the land
A merky shadow takes my hand
He leads me to a winding hall
I take two steps and then i fall
As i plumit i look inside
And see the fear i've tried to hide
Still i fall when wil it cease
In the distance my missing piece
My rage takes over in a violent flare
The fall it haults i'm in the air
New sound comming feeding haunting
In the distance my piece is taunting
The sound is clear it's demons voices
My mind my body making choices
Die or fly is the choice i make
The demon came for my sould to take
Now two pieces i am missing
The creature laughed then starts hissing
Adrenaline pumping anger flowing
All this happens without me knowing
I look apon him with a deadly grin
A fearsome battle will now begin
The demon points at me then starts cackling
My sanity snaps then starts cracking
Looking within me trying to soar
The misty charged then roared
I dig inside to bring it out
My pain, my anger, fear and doubt
I feel a wave it's deep within
I must defeat him for my soul i'll win
A breeze i feel it starts to move me
looking inside for the strength to be
Darkend shadow racing faster
I scream aloud and bring disaster
My hands they twitch and turn to flashes
Demons chest now torn with gashes
Shadow screaming tourmented phrases
Put to death in proper places
Thunder boomed, lightning bolting
Strike the demon sight revolting
Demon gone now only rubble
My sould returns but censes trouble
With my soul back i feel reborn
Still my mind is cracked and torn
One more piece thats al i need
The piece in sight, it falls, i bleed
Without it i am incomplete
I feel a tingle from head to feet
Start to fade i'm going fast
The link i need to fill my past
Winds roll in and blow me away
In this land is where i stay
This void of darkness robed of light
Forever here i spend my nights
Mind is foggy body aching
I return to walking emotions breaking
To my knees i drop and cry
Say a prayer don't let me die
Bow my head and shed my tears
Reacalling the things that i hold dear
I raise my head and in the distance
Something pulls me with out resistance
Small blue light almost transparent
I feel a need that i've kept dormant
I'm getting closer the heat is rising
My hands exstend my pulse starts diving
I touch the light then it grows stronger
The sounds return and go on longer
My hands now part of the light
I'ts pulsing, breathing, glowing bright
Deafning sound stops i get thrown back
Once again surrounded by black
Scream with hatred let me be
Take my life and set me free
I hear a whisper made of sin
It sounded sick and said lets begin
Turned around my eyes went wide
I felt a hand reach inside
When the hand emerged i felt the same
The voice then said lets play a game
Rules are simple you will see
Defeat me and i'll set you free
Looked into the demons face
Nothing there not a trace
Demon took me by the had
Said to me you must understand
One task you must not fail
If you loose are deal will bail
He pointed beyond me with few words said
All that tried have wound up dead
I shook his hand then he laughed aloud
Snapped his fingers then there was a cloud
When i awoke i felt no shame
I beat the demon and his game
Alone again surrounded by the air
Nothing different but then a glare
Up in flame my body burst
The pain it burnt and then i cursed
The inferno just wont let me be
My eyes shot open and gave sight to me
The darkness gone now filled with fire
My mind and soul with one desire
My cocked back towards the sky
I close my eyes and took a breath to say my two final words
Bowed my head, then i cried, then fell upon my knees
Let the fire lick my face and said those last two words GOOD BYE

Post Permanent Link ~Akuma Kage~ · Sun Jul 17, 2005 @ 05:34pm · 4 Comments
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  • User Comments: [4]
    I found that a very interesting poem....you put a lot of different references as well as images into it...with the unifying theme of your mind *yeah so sue me I sound like a teacher* I liked it. ^ ^ Try the one on mine out.

     
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    comment Jikoonna · Community Member · Sun Jul 17, 2005 @ 10:35pm
    ...[that poem almost made me cry lol anyways...I luv it <3

    ps. good luck with life, but I don't think I'll miss you one bit.
    ]...

     
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    comment [x.Somebody.x] · Community Member · Mon Jul 18, 2005 @ 12:54am
    wow that was amazing. it really paits a picture when you read it.

     
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    comment brewnets have more fun · Community Member · Thu Aug 11, 2005 @ 02:37am
    really long but its kewl ^_^

     
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    comment [angelic_evil] · Community Member · Wed Jul 05, 2006 @ 12:51pm
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